In this life the only thing that matters is a relationship with Jesus Christ. He gave his life as a ransom for us. His sacrifice is sufficiant to wash us clean of our sins so that we may be presented to the Father. It is our responsibility to seek Him, no wait, it is our responsibility to open the door of our hearts for in reality He is seeking us. I in no way am ready to see the Father but it is my prayer that God may continue to guide me through the workings of the Holy Spirit towards His only Son, Jesus Christ. Amen.